I really miss the happy warm feelings of optimism for the future when the ISS started, this new cold war posturing between NATO and China is so disgusting.
ISS2 FOR THE WIN!
But I have learned from this that life on this planet can be great, and think this is the kind of world it should be for all.
I tweeted something to the effect of “Christ died so you can be a monster and feel good about it because Christ died for your sins?”
That’s messed up.
But it would be pretty cool if it ends up birthing Starfleet in some form.
I have evidence it already has.
My reception in humanity makes me think I am related to Hitler or something similar.
When I saw Emperor Emeritus Akihito maybe I saw that he was a tortured man, in the sense of the weight of the world still perhaps being unkind? Maybe due to my intelligence I saw this, but its just a theory, and became sick from seeing someone under that much duress. I don’t actually know, it is within the realm of reason anyways.
I am always waiting for the the next threat to present itself, always anticipating the next move. Maybe that is what it is like to be powerful or prominent or whatever. It’s weird because to my knowledge when I am not controlled by my paranoid thoughts I am just a (mostly) everyday human, especially up until my first breakdown. I mean I was always overly intelligent and more nerdy than some, but that describes a large swath of humanity.
Its probably another reason communism without leader worship is a good thing in my mind, nobody should have to have that much pressure on them.